contemplating... thinking... wondering... i feel terrible...
i really worry for my papers... they are hard... especially the last paper... its very hard...
is it just me who feel like that...

i really miss those time in sc.. studying.. playing.. chatting.. eating..
life's not just about studying.. but neither is it only about fun..
studying at that time was fun... nice friends.. nice teachers.. helping one another.. no competition..

i've lost sight of what i want... too engrossed in the right and wrongs of others makes me feel terrible too... i realised too many things are not what i thought they were... i realise i was too stupid not to have done what i like...

comtemplating... thinking... i feel terrible