really do wonder why almost every semester i have this kind of thought. last time was malay n wushu, then it was gss. this sem i also have this kind of thought regarding my modules. was i a person so weak that i tend to blame other ppl for my choices, or am i such a weak person that i can't make a good decision for myself. i think the reason is both, but the very main root of the problem is just one simple reason: i didn't do it my way.